Wednesday, October 22, 2008
No life. i have no life. period.
You may stop reading from this sentence onwards if you do not fancy complains. For i am just about to get started on it.
work and home.
an occasional outing with groups of friends every month. Meet-ups to catch up, etc.
However, i feel I'm stagnant whereas others are moving forward. Studying to get their degrees, having opportunities in career aspects, a life full of activities and so on.
Not that i don't have any activities. Its just that, there doesn't seem to be any direction to where I'm heading to.
My brain is getting lazy as well. very.
I can be so forgetful now to the extend i could forget wad i had done just a couple of hours ago. Or waking how forgetting where i left my specs the night before.
And to think i used to be able to memorize chapters of history, social studies, etc. And some were even word for word. Oh boy, wasn't i proud of myself then. =X
And then came poly life.
Lesser memorizing work to do as there were more calculations instead.
equals, brain gets lazy.
So when a module came that has lots of theory, i was such a goner. i seem to have lost my ability to memorize huge chucks of info! Darn. But i did pass though. =X
And now .. working life.
my job doesn't really require me to use much of my brains technically.
Therefore, i think there's rust in my brain already. =D
I want to get back to studying!!
Not now, but I'll definitely do so!
Now i get why some rich asses wants to study their whole life. =D
P.s. I am so dead. Hardly do writing (as in pen n paper writing) nowadays. I'm forgetting how to spell a lot of words lately. So much till i feel like smacking myself. Literally. So much for the A on the report card.
I am relying on the computer's spell check and Dictionary when typing SMSes, way too much i think.
Help! i want my memory back! :(
P.p.s i am having weird dreams lately. so far 3 nights in a row. i wonder why. lol.
Monday- i dreamed that my brother died. WTH? and then he wasn't that dead to me because i could see and talk to him. his ghost. =X
Tuesday - i cannot remember what i dreamed about already. But i did remember what it was when i woke up. See? get what i meant with the declining memory status? lol
Wednesday - i dreamed of Gale and my ex boss. Shall not reveal what it was about but i did enjoy the part of this show. =D
Utterly lame ain't it? i wonder what dream i'll be having tonight. A rich ass damm good looking hunky boyfriend, a hot ass ride, a palace fit for a queen, and a huge amount in my bank account would be awesome.
i day-dream too much. =X
2:14 PM