GirLs day out on 26/4/08 (Saturday)


one word to describe it all.

FUN!! and more fun!
We should do this often. =D
once a mth at the very least. hees.

oh. and i was the target for the day. shrugs.
haha. They sure took every opportunity they had to take their revenge!
lol.

went to sch with Jess, Jie Yin, Jing Yu, Farah to collect out graduation attire.
Jess that clumsy blur pretty princess was LATE. and made plenty of noise about her dressing if we were to hit town. ( but we still went anyway. haha)

That graduation attire. to rent, must pay. DUH.
blah. den this drop that drop. lousy sia.
Still dare charge us so much.
LOL.

after we collected. we just had to take plenty of photos .
well, it isn't gonna be often we will go back to school since now we graduated.
(its amazing how come we didn't take much photos for the 3 years we were there. and wait till leave then want to take many many. haha)

huda came by to school.
So. Huda became the model superstar for the day.
(*huda shld wear dresses more often. heh)
And. Jess was the cam WHore for the day.
(basically, every photo has her in it. lol)








10:13 PM



yay! its Friday again.
damn. time flies even faster now.
When we were schooling, time was fast already. (including those many holidays we had) heh.
but hell. its even faster now.

GHOSTS!!!!

my manager (aka.boss) today asked me to check something out. ( scare me. i ot got what thing happen.lol)
and asked me not to scream. LOL.

just thought I'll share it here too. ha has.
it appears that there is a ghost at raffles. i was told it had appeared in the papers.( chinese papers. not sure if the English ones had it too. )




believe it? its all yr choice. =D


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i am in love with oldies now. haha. been listening to songs like everyday in the office. latest songs. i think i heard em all. some are like soo noisy. and have no idea what they're singing about.

i've been digging my old cds collection ( ok. my dad's. heh) which i haven touched for ages and brought it to office to listen as well.
i like making myself way comfortable there ar. hahs.
i think its good that u make yourself comfortable there. its like u spend 1/3 of yr day there. and it could wear u out totally. even if u didn't do much.

oh. here's a couple that are niceee. (2 singers out of the many many many oldies. teehee)


Roxette - Listen to your heart


Roxette - Joyride (1991)


Roxette - Spending my Time


Bananarama - Love In The First Degree


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ok. i'm gonna sound so very random here.
i love my daddy. and mommy.

yes . i have a love-hate relationship with them. sometimes, its all bad. sometimes, its so touching.
sometimes, you just don't understand what they're thinking. and they way they reacts towards certain things are like. -_-
no logic to us at all.
but sometimes, they just do certain things that really touch your heart. totally. till you cant bear to see them do it. just for you.
because its different now. u know it. u see it.

i'm afraid of losing daddy. i'm afraid for the day his sickness overcome him and take him away.
i just wanna be a little girl again. daddy's little girl.

oh boy. i sound kinda distressing i think.
because..
daddy did something for me today. ( i din even expect it). i asked. and nv tot further since it was like not so possible. but after tat. i found out that he went out to get it for me. just cause i asked.
it touched me totally.
also because it wasn't something easy to get.

like the saying of the word family means.
F-father
A-and
M-mother
I-i
L-love
Y-you

oh. i think i sound a little corny in this part don't i?
hehs.

11:21 PM



The JOY of boredom.

how time practically flies past now. literally.
Its coming to the end of the month again. it came. so fast.
I have no idea what i did when it came and went .
oh well. the best part of it is that its pay day!

boredom slips into me every now and then.
how un-happening my life is now. and a routine it had become.
at least school was much more fun.
seeing those freshies and listening to them talk. makes me wish i was still part of it.

= Boredom is like a pitiless zooming in on the epidermis of time. Every instant is dilated and magnified like the pores of the face. =

Temporary Boredom Relief :

ok. yes. i got that bored. heh.

oh. and this article intrigues me.
The absolute joy of boredom.
how true how true.

i liked several parts.

the then and now. how these little things seeped their way into our lives, and of late, we could never do without it.

oh. and boredom is such a luxury.

11:48 PM



today was the start of school for TP's students.

seeing everyone drop at school, while i continue on the very same bus to work. Makes me miss school many2.
The rushing when i'm late ( almost everyday literally. i think.haha!)
the meeting of friends everyday, to chill , talk nonsense and everything.
The skipping of lectures.
In short, i miss everything about school.

Blah.
and i was thinking of school's food all morning when i was hungry.
( the bee hoon with sausage ,etc. the vege bao, nuggets, many many more.)
how those times seem to be yesterday.
Like if we were hungry, we would just go get food as and when we like. (literally)
during lessons, slipping out with pq to get some breakfast for our growling stomachs. in between lectures, or totally skipping lectures to grab a bite.
ahhh. those days. all the nonsensical stuff we did.
and all the stuff we didn't do. (like being extremely good students and not missing any single lessons and paying attention in them all. hahah! but we were good for 3/4 of it good still hor.)

LOL.

i miss huda. that big little sister.
i miss pq. that little monster.
i miss jess. that cute smiley princess.
i miss jy. that studious little bum.
i miss pearl. that lovely girl. (and her "teeth". heh heh heh. oh her "hair" too.)
blah. too many too list.

oh, and those friends.
fit fit Emily, tv lover Farah. shy Mizah. ever-changing Elina, Licia, Desmond, Yan Yong, Cuber Taufiq., big sister Biyu.
Thank god for yy, if not i wouldn't have known how to get through those days.
oh. cheers to L & Y. In a blink of an eye, they've been together for so long. =)
ah. and XJ & HN too. (but no. i have not forgotten the day of that incident.)

(and thank god for the day i couldn't find yy during the lecture. if not, i wouldn't have got my amazing little big sister.)

ok. there's too many to list. it'll be never ending if i continue. ha ha. For those i never listed. yes i missed you guys too. ( but some will never know it. for they know not the existence of this blog where i blah my nonsense. hee)

Oh. and ya. Not to mention.
the infamous Nicol. =D



and just an addition for today.
Jess is a still tat cutie. LOL.

(4 of us, Jess, JY, her cousin, me were chatting this morning on msn. discussing about school. and the food. and many more.)
and so. just one portion of the conver went like this.

JY: amy, when are u going to take btt?

(most of us would know that btt=basic theory test. since we're of age 'long time ago' to be eligible to learn driving)

*BUT. *

JESS: huh? what u all talking about? take what btt? BUTT ar?
(we were all msn-ing, but doing work at the same time. so replies weren't exactly that fast. haha)
JESS: eh say lei. wad BUTT?

ME/ JY: yaya. hahahah! backside. BUtt.

( seriously. I have to admit when i saw the word BUTT. i almost totally BURST out laughing Damm loud. JY admitted to that too. haha.
i managed to keep that almost extreme loud laugh to a giggle. but controlling my laughter still. and sitting there in front of the computer screen grinning like a huge idiot. =D )

*And so there we were. hahahaha-ing away. and "backside, butt" away.

JESS still went.
"take what butt? what? what butt???"

seriously. isn't that sheer genius?
(despite the fact that i had already typed btt =basic theory test in between our "hahas" and "backsides.")

What a morning.
*grins* =D

Till then lovers.
love u guys. =D




= some things are common sense. not necessarily needed to be spoken out directly. even so, tactfulness would be a suggestion =
Grow up will u?
Stop behaving like a kid. zzz

(no jess, it isn't intended for u. however, the above incident is. genius. teehee.)

Blah. I feel I'm acting like a kid for a moment.
why am i acting like an idiot bothering?
Whatever.
i can't be bothered much already.zzz
i need a "wake up call".
oh. joy.
its nothing short of a complicated thing. really.
i have no wish to be in the middle of it.
WHatever.
i got better things to worry and bother about.

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~i can't wait to meet my sweeties. ~
oh boy. jy is so gonna strangle me. hahaha!
blah.
i miss my little big sister so much.
the anytime, anywhere.
it was just like yesterday.

banana!?! i kept up with the jogging.
(unbelievable i think. heh. cos jy tot she needed a change in specs after i said that.)

10:15 PM



If I can endure for this moment,
whatever is happening to me.
I may be having it bad,
But there might be others having it worse.

No matter how heavy my heart,
or how dark the moment may be.
No matter how much i feel like dropping everything,
giving everything up and
not caring anymore.

When all about me is black with gloom,
And all i seem to feel is pending doom.
When my bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
When all i feel is that I'm always giving,
and not receiving any,
Keep on going,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

Things do go wrong as they sometimes will.
And i want to smile but i have to sign.

I'll rest if i must,
but fight on still.
If I can but keep on believing,
what I know in my heart to be true.
Not giving up and hanging on and giving my best.

Then darkness will fade into morning,
and with this dawn a new day, too.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
It's all in your state of mind.
Life is full of twists and turns.
Success is failure turned inside out.
you'll never can tell how close you are,
it may be near when it appears far.

If i let go of that rope,
i would have lost it all.
If i endure and hold on,
i''m giving myself a chance of hope.

Just giving myself another day,
Brushing aside what my thoughts may say.
This is my life and i can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute
One day at a time,
I'll build on my hope.

Though the road may be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in my head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope

The pace may be slow.
But i may just succeed with another blow.

That i may just be at the end of the line.
Life's battles aren't always won by the fastest or the strongest.
But sooner or later the one who wins is the one who thinks they can!

Its all in the state of mind,
and how determined you are.
For now endurance is what i have to do,
for the sake of the prize at the end of the line.

2:44 AM



i miss TP Library.

where i can pop in there can get a book in like 5 min from its extensive range collections. just one author they'll have several of their books.
yes. cos i went to Tam national library and spend a whole 40 min ++ just to find the books i want. and in addition to that, the collection range they had wasn't as extensive as TP's.
Blah.

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i am against 'Bangladesh' from today onwards. ha.

why? here's how the story went.
This morning, on the way to work as usual.
at a certain bus stop, quite a number of people boarded ( common )
and went up the second floor of the double decker.
and out of so many people, when someone sat next to me,
i cant help but think, of all people it had to be Bangladesh. (i was afraid they'll smell, i can't stand it. thank goodness when he didn't smell horrid.)
i had said thank goodness a second to fast. the next thing i knew? bloody hell he sat with his legs so wide as though he got bloody big balls or something.
thus. his leg was soo bloody close to mine. ( that brush of his pants against my skin felt totally irritating. i was wearing a knee length dress. but damm. the feeling on my skin was totally EWW)
in addition, his shirt sleeve too brushed against my arm ( since he was like totally soooo close to me )
that kind of tickled feeling.but so totally not.
THE BUS RIDE WAS HORRID.
there i was sitting trying to demand my personal space back. (he did shifted for a moment when he realized that i assume),
but after that same. when i reach my stop (huge relief), he shifted to let me out. but, just a wee bit.
bloody asshole.
to get past, i really literally had to slip my way through trying not to brush against him. (bloody man), but alas.
after getting off, all the way to office, i totally still felt disgusted. the disgusting feeling on my skin (leg and arm)
i just couldn't help it, i had to go to the john to wash my arm and leg. it just felt dirty. it was quite awhile later before that feeling was more or less gone.
BLOODY ASSHOLE.

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the weather is totally out of sorts.
i had proposed to Huda that i need to write a letter of complain to sky's boss.
i will get to that and inform you of the boss reply.
haha!
oh, joy.

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Blurness or what?

I did something so totally me probably today.
just after lunch, i went to fax some documents.
after which i continued with my other work. (Duh. lol.)
i felt so sleepy, i just had to go for a "walk" to the john to freshen up. heh.
after i came back.
my colleague help up a piece of paper and ask me, "what is this?" before handing it over.
(i still had no idea what the paper was yet.)
and asked me, "where i fax the documents ar?"
i was totally like thinking, "ya, i thought i did so, the machine simple to use , just key in the number and press start"
and they laughed.
taking a closer look ,

i realized i had faxed the document back to MYSELF.

sheer genius.

it appeared that the realization part was more funny, cos they laughed louder and harder.

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Jogging. ( yes, there's not a need to rub your eyes to check) =D

and yes,
AmY has moved her backside and went JOGGING.
no, you haven read wrongly. ( i know, thats all the reaction everyone gave me when i said i went)
i too, am amazed at the distance i went without stopping.
haha! totally amazed. i had thought i wouldn't last for 15 minutes, much less distance.
and had a short "race" with my little sister.
not exactly a race, i had wanted to 'disturb' her and 'disappear'.
I was TOO, amazed at the sudden speed i went for that short distance. just like shuttle run.
and it kept me wondering how in the world why wasn't i able to do that last time? don't say secondary time. 'a bit long ago'. the NAFA test before exams. why wasn't i able to last that long for 2.4 km run and go that fast for the shuttle run?
puzzling. but oh well.
haha!

HUDA, i ran. i got my sorry ass moving!
banana?? do i have one then? haha!

= till then loves =

(hitting the books again. story books that is. hee. )
i finished a book in a couple of hours yesterday. refusing to sleep till i get to the end. heh. and good thing i read it at home. the story was really hilarious at certain parts and i can't help bursting out LOUD in laughter.imagine if i was outside or something. grinning and laughing like an idiot facing the book, looks like an idiot. (i think)
haha!

10:12 PM



emo mood.
no idea why.
i miss everyone. i cant wait to meet them bums.

bummer. i emo mood. had put my sub nick as "would u catch me if i fall?"
Backside.
so many pp come and tell me no. they won't catch me.
damm. i cannot be emo meh. humph.
Bleahs.

my bill is so going to go up with the rate i'm sms-ing. i think.
hehs.
(its different now that no longer in school and see all friends often.)

ahh. lately. i think since after exams. especially since i started working.
jie yin became my new target of bullying.
heh heh heh.
( and yes gal, i Will be waiting ar. Don't forget)

I'm like bickering with her EVERYdaY.
gay.
yes i know. but heck. its fun to "bully" her.
wee.
ok. great. it occurred to me that its as though we have become like one "bickering couple"
bickering about anything and everything.


and yes. i was like happy for one second when my dad told me that this year i'm entitled to 500 bucks.
(as i was thinking. oh boy.additional 500 bucks on top of pay check.)
ONE second later.
my dad told me they separate 3 times give within the year. -_-

And JY was a bum to PURPOSELY tell me (so she can laugh her butt off at me for being 21)
that all those below 21 are entitled for 1000 bucks edusave (study funds) of which she can still get for 2 years.

Freshies. (on the way back on the bus and freshies boarded)
listening to them talk just makes me want to grin at what they're talking about and laugh at the stuff they saying.

Ahh. it was just like yesterday i was one to.
where i didn't even know how to get to class. only know how to follow the rest. remembered once they went first. after which i got lost and knew not the directions to get to class.
And in the end, several of them waited outside the class just for me to find my way there.

how i miss school. all the laughter and the hilarious stuff we did. the mugging and the skipping of lectures and all.

I wish I'm eighteen still.
Blah.

*Have you ever dreamt that you are falling?*


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and yes, i find this relatively intriguing when i read this.

Suppose you're on a game show, and you're given the choice of three doors: Behind one door is a car; behind the others, goats. You pick a door, say No. 1, and the host, who knows what's behind the doors, opens another door, say No. 3, which has a goat. He then says to you, "Do you want to pick door No. 2?" Is it to your advantage to switch your choice?

if this intrigues you as well. Click here to read more.


and ya. Huda says i'm getting myself fired. =D
haha!
Check this out.
ways your computer can get u fired.
let me defend myself for a bit based on those stated points . hehs

First. i did blogged. (but on my own blog. i can say anything i want right? its my own blog.)
i only did it when i finished all my work and got nothing to do. (that was when i first started. not so much work.) but now, not that much time to do so. =)

Secondly, i admit i did play games on my first day of work. (yes, i was that thick skin to play games on first day.) i got nothing to do ma. but i didn't anymore. my colleague told me not to cos not nice also.

Thirdly, looking at pictures. (not that kind of pictures) all i did was looking at photos form pp's profiles on friendster. when i finished my work. and got bored. i FinISHED my work. =)

Fourthly, i did not post my pictures. ( the computer is not my own personal computer.) but i did do plenty of msn-ing. =)

till then loves.

10:11 PM



this is gonna be a long winded entry. heh. cos i just feel like blahing nonsense. as usual.
wee.

April Fool.
hahas.
managed to trick a bunch of pp.
heh heh. but i got smarter this year. i didn't really get tricked. teehee.

for those same batch as i am,
means we all 21 this year. thus, we are eligible for the government 'money' this year.
somehow it occurred to me that is a nice joke to play.
and so i did. and managed to tricked a couple of pp into believing me.
haha.
and the website i gave them to end it all was
www.happyaprilfool.com
hahhas.

ok. cept for one who was older den i am, i tricked him and he tricked me in between my trick.
but he did fell for my money trick though. and i fell for his only halfway and realized it after awhile. ha.
see. i got smarter.
heh.

and i told huda i found her photos online somewhere. =D
heh heh heh

the funniest was gale. same thing. money trick. i gave her the web link and she DIDN'T realize it not one bit. she tried clicking on the web link and kept telling me several times that the link can't load and stuff.
it was later she told me she even tried on her colleague's com when she got back to the office.
(its amazing how she typed out the whole web link checking letter for letter and not realizing what that link said. not even when i told her to read properly.)

jie yin got smart. didn't manage to trick her. she got smart that day.just that day. haha. cos lately she's becoming soo blur. tat i think she can be named blur queen II. after me that is.
hahahahaha!

Pei Qi was cute. she msg me.
"i think i'm pregnant"
thus i went like, " yaaa.. april fool trick right?"
"damm" was her reply.
hahhas. i got smarter!
this girl just loves to disturb me. forever.

gale decided to use this idea on eileen.
ok. her lies weren't that beautiful enough. eileen din really fell for it. lol.

another tried by msging me this.
not the exact words though.
"ever since i known u, u have always been on my mind. would u be my gf?"
hahahaha!
"ya rite. april fool. think i dunno ar. i got smarter."
and my friend, he decided that it was funny that i got smarter.
-_-

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the week passed pretty quickly. i woke up on Friday thinking it was Thursday still.
prolly cos Monday was stock taking day. (of which i did nothing basically all morning till almost lunch time. then stood all day walking here and there checking like everything.that was indeeed tiring.)
so it was like only 4 working days kinda. so ya.but on realizing its Friday, i was so darn happy. means i can pig in on sat and rot all day.
heh.

i was supposed to meet huda on Friday,4th April. finally.after like since after exams?
but however, the weather decided that it was its extremely bad mood day and rained cats and dogs.
and i ended up reaching home only at 8. zzz.
although i took a lift from colleague's car to the bus stop.


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Tuesday was just like any other day.
but i learnt that leaving office after 6 is not good.
so not good at all.
i am soo going to leave on time everyday. LOL.
i left bit later as something propped up and i needed to check and reply first before going.
TSK.
i ended up waiting for prolly around 45 min just for a bus to be able to board.
the bus stop was crowded with pp, and the buses that came were already packed like sardines.
and jie yin kept having a good laugh cos she got home and i'm still stuck at the bus stop all cos i lended up reaching home more than one hour later just cos i left half an hour later.
bum.
i had a good mind to flag a cab.
bummer still.
i should have accepted offer to pick me up and fetch me home since office was nearby.
(cos i tot it was out of the way since the person stayed a different area. only to find out later when i'm up the bus after 45 min wait and about half the journey later that the person was heading for Tam and was in Tam already.)

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i was basically the only person left in the office that is from my department.after lunch today.
all were outstation (most were overseas) and the only other person that would have been left with me had half day leave.
and just as i tot ahh.. shiok.
can go into a world of my own.
haha!
something last minute urgent came up.
and i knew nuts about what to do.
thank god that the last sales engineer had not left at that moment yet.
with couple of colleagues help as well as his. the matter got settled quickly.
it is so not nice to be the only one there when i know nuts at that point.
my colleague still have much to teach and hand over to me.
haha.

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i have really become a bum.
really.
i rotted the weekend away AGAIN.
and now,
i don't feel like going anywhere, or go out and such.
there u go. i have no life now.
literally.
TSk.

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and yes.
DF is such a gaylord.
oh boy. i like that word.
describes him perfectly. =)
TSk. i am so evil
*grins.

momma.
ask me if u wan to know. ha.
TSK TSK TSK.
i am such a kpo. huda says so.
cos i seem to ask about everything nowadays.
wahhaha.
cos i no life maaa.
lol!

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I CONCLUDE THAT SINGAPOREANS ARE BLIND.
literally.
i was going home the other day. (i found a seat despite the crowd)
and there was this heavily pregnant lady standing there. and not one person moved their gold plated bum to offer their seat to her.
of which i did ( ahh. see.. i'm soo sweet. =D. lol)
despite the fact that those seated near her were couple of youngsters and middle aged people.

oh her face was a look so surprised and grateful.
it justs say that. omg. someone actually offered me a seat!
it shows on her face totally that this is a once in a blue moon that someone will actually do that.
she was sooo grateful she kept thanking me several times. even before she alighted she thanked again. grateful was her husband too. who thanked me as well.

what in the world is wrong with people nowadays.
damm.
that was a pregnant lady. carrying another life in her. and mind the weight and her balancing on the moving vehicle as well. on a Very crowded bus.
and yet. not a single person moved an inch.
needless to say about the elderly.
its really once in a blue moon that u'll see someone giving up their seats for them.
for goodness sake.
where have all the basic courtesy gone?
left in the john probably.

what about those office people?
haven sat long enough in the office?
need to grow more flowers on the bum? so thats y the need to hog the seats?

goodness.
planting of basic courtesy in these pp bums in necessary.
literally.

12:08 AM

~ the mind is the most powerful target and the most potent weapon ~

blur
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