Monday, March 31, 2008
I DECLARE I HAVE ROTTED FOR THE DAY.
I'm feeling restless from head to toe already. had visits to the loo and the pantry. and stuffed my mouth with food.
msn-ing all day long. surf net till dunno surf wad. stoned all day.
ahhhhgh. the restlessness is horrendous.
one more hour to go.
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i wonder how i managed to get through the day till now. Tsk.
hahahahhahaha!
4:29 PM
what is wrong with pp's noses nowadays?
here's one example. its also probably another reason y i dislike morning rush hour. there's no where u can 'run' to, to distant yourself away from the overwhelming scent.
i suffocated on the bus today on the way to work. as in really suffocated due to the overwhelming scent of some guy's perfume. and deprived me of my journey's nap. heh.
it was as though this guy bathe and soaked in perfume, and then poured like half a bottle all over himself.
they should have a guide line for all these idiots who has a nose problem of deciding how much perfume to apply on.
Perfume is a mixture of fragrant essential oils and aroma compounds, fixatives, and solvents used to give the human body, objects, and living spaces a pleasant smell.
ITS SUPPOSED TO BE PLEASANT! not to the extent that makes u suffocate. and feel like puking.
That's bad. and i found prove.
Some perfume ingredients can cause health problems. Evidence in peer-reviewed journals shows that some fragrances can cause asthmatic reactions even when the participants could not actually smell the fragrances . Many fragrance ingredients can cause allergic skin reactions or nausea. There is scientific evidence that some common ingredients, like certain synthetic musks, can disrupt the balance of hormones in the human body (endocrine disruption) and even cause cancer (such as in the case of some nitro musk molecules). Some research on natural aromatics have shown that many contain compounds that cause skin irritation, However many of the studies, such as IFRA's research claim that opoponax is too dangerous to be used in perfumery, are still incomplete and lack scientific consensus . It is also true that sometimes inhalation alone can cause skin irritation. Much remains to be learned about the effects of fragrance on human health and the environment.
In some cases, an excessive use of perfumes may cause allergic reactions of the skin. For instance, acetophenone, ethylacetate and acetone while present in many perfumes, are also known or potential respiratory allergens.
see. these people are a hazard to oneself and others. Tsk.they bathe in perfume not only harms themselves. and me too! and others of course. heh.
and yes. there are indeed guidelines to guide ignorant people the "right way" of using perfume to not harm the environment and human beings.
check it out.
Guidelines on the Use of Perfumes and Scented Products
Know the RIght Perfume for the Workplace and How Much Is Too Much
and yes. if u're interested to know y the post is so early in the morning, and ain't i supposed to be working.
yup. i did not take off and escape work to slack at home. I'm indeed in the office now. with nothing to do.
-_-
because its the end of the financial year. so the usual stuff i did are being "cut off" to do closing and stuff. so those i cant touch till april. and thank goodness today is 31st.
Tml is stock take day.
heh.
here i am blogging nonsense. and had the time to do "research" as well. while everyone's busy.
except me.
i should have brought along a story book to read. to go along with my tao huay. heh heh.
ok. toodles for now.
teehees =D
9:04 AM
Okays. i seriously declare i need to get my bum moving.
seriously indeed.
Tsk.
i haven really been going out during my weekends cos mainly I'm broke. ha. now's paycheck in. got more cash in hand. i reaaaalllly need to get my bum out of the house. hur.
BECAUSE.
so far, I've been Rotting my weekends away. as in really ROT.
i think i became a potato couch.
and my new best friend is the remote control. and telly of course.
=D
i think i had basically watched almost every channel and many many shows needless to say.
my new favourite channel when there's no nice entertaining shows to watch would be the ASIAN FOOD CHANNEL.
yum.
TSK.
time to get my bum moving. and meet all those pp i promised to but haven. HEH.
* and ya.
REMINDER to faggot. (since u say u getting forgetful..)
zzz
WHEN THEN ARE U GOING TO GET YR BUM MOVING TOO TO UPLOAD AND SEND ME THE PHOTOS??
till then loves.
12:45 AM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Eileen HATES me.
*evil grins*
i was telling her about one incident and she decides that i think she's unimportant to me.
HUR.
i called her a FAGGOT.
and she admitted she's one.
=D
she called me the FAGGOT'S FAGGOT.
hur.
and now she "hates" me and decides to forget me.
ahh. icic.
she dedicated one section of her entry to me.
so here i am doing the same.
heh.
in the office.
-_-
because i finished my work.
oh. i am such an efficient worker.
teehee.
yes. and i received my long awaited paycheck!
woohoo!
i can open my new account!
but most banks doesn't open till after office hours.
bummer.
4:53 PM
i was given a welcome lunch with my department colleagues today.
boss treat.
teehee.
food at the restaurant was nice. or maybe because i was hungry. heh.
i have such "amusing" colleagues. the things they do sometimes. oh well.
hahahaha!
and the topic at lunch at one point was mainly.
comparing with each other.
ahh.. who was old enough can seem to be like " a parent" to me liao comparing age.
haha. -_-
horrible. plain horrible.
this prolonged headache is enough to make me yell out and go nuts.
so far its been more than one week. everyday.
lately, its slightly better.
but thing is. whenever i thought i could finally get some good sleep. it comes.
and in the morning, its alright. it appears that i could really sleep proper in the morning so far.
that. is bad. cos i cant sleep in.
like for example this morning. felt so good finally being able to sleep proper. but had to get up for work. (i hate morning rush hours now. heck.)
the best thing was i managed to steal a nap on the journey to work. felt the best. but sheesh. it wasn't enough. i was soooo sleepy this morning facing the com doing my stuff.
zzz.
to summarize this prolonged headache thing.
that so far this has caused me to have become like a zombie. really.
i am soo not functioning well at all. in almost every aspect. ah hell.
and i want my sleep real badly.
pretty pretty pleaseeee?
*pitiful face*
tsk.
help!
12:12 AM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
'To make money we lose our health and then to restore our health we lose money. We live as if we are never going to die and we die as if we never lived'
someone emailed this to me at work today. tot it was pretty meaningful. so here it is. hur.
shrugs. I've been such a pill popper lately. as in a lot. other than my medication from the doctor the other time for flu/allergy. I've been popping many many panadols for the past whole week; ran out of my migraine med so make do with panadols first.i think i need more stronger med this time again.
i hate migraine. it is driving me nuts. i cant have proper sleep, nor concentrate well on doing things.
i hardly slept a wink last night. basically just tossing around, and wished i could bang my head against something that would stop the pain and aching it causes. argh.
totally collapsed to sleep today when i got home. thank goodness i really did mange to sleep proper somehow till like now I'm up again with migraine at work.
this is driving me crazy. it always does. is there a permanent cure? oh man.
oh.
and today at work. i saw this email that announced that with effect from 1st of April. I'll be assisting the manager who will soon be in charge of a department. [i think should be direct assistant. ](seems to me like my job become like personal assistant.lol. the way it was phased.)
and then he walked past and started telling me.
"next time bring u go along to China , Taiwan, etc."
Oh boy. that i look forward to. Hur.
and my colleague told me she heard.
heard only. not confirmed. just hearsay. that maybe next time i might be transferred to another office together with the manager.
( and its only today i found out they have another office in Sg as well. )
-_-
*if it was to be true, that would means travel further to work. oh well.
my colleague says if transfer, good. that place better. something like that.
haha. oh well. we shall see.
i think my job so far, seems exciting and boring at the same time. ha.
oh well.
so far so good. =)
teehee.
1:01 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
it seems as though my life is heading nowhere now.
shrugs.
yes, i graduated.
with non all so amazing results.
yes, i got a job.
one that at the moment its like a same routine everyday.
with some new stuff to learn and takeover as and when.
not that I'm complaining,
i do have nice colleagues and working environment (cept for the sneezing my nose off part),
just that it seems my life is so mundane now. boring.routine.
i think i must get a part time job soon. for my weekends.
basically, my weekends so far wasted.
i rotted them away. doing nothing. almost.
i miss school.
i do intend to study more.
so the planning begins now.
for financially and everything.
time to start saving.
always say, but its always so hard to do so sometimes with certain factors.
oh well.
time flew past.
exams over and i already started work for coming to a month soon.
ah sheesh.
but i cant wait for my pay check though.
its coming! woots.
i need to find something to entertain myself rather than tv i guess.
hur.
more meaningful and useful?
hahha.
maybe i should find a bf.
or maybe i should get a new hobby.
or maybe i should start getting fit and exercise regularly .ha.
or maybe i should check out my mom's extensive collection of recipe books and try cooking some of the recipes. =D
or maybe i should start back on my Chinese painting and calligraphy.
or maybe i should do those d.i.y stuffs. ( can be used for great meaningful presents. heh.)
there's this pro gramme i watched on tv. rather "interesting" i must say.
there's this one part that got me listening attentively. heh.
its about different horoscopes people and what makes that very motivated to lose weight.
HUR.
i cant remember all of em.
but i found mine rather amusing.
not the exact words i must say, cant really remember all. heh.
they say,
for people of my horoscope, (Pisces),
to make us pp to have the "determination" to lose weight,
they gave 2 "options"
1) is when someone criticizes us that we're "ugly" and needs to lose weight.
(something like tat. cant really remember what was the exact reason, but is similar to that. ha.)
2)when we Pisces pp have a "crush" on someone else.
apparently, it had me grinning like an idiot when they said it.
hmm. maybe i should start telling my friends to start telling me i should lose weight cos I'm "ugly" or something like that.
or that i should get a target to have a crush on.
so i can have motivation and determination to lose weight.
because most of the times, the losing weight part only lasts for a very short period. hahha. it applies to most pp i guess. cos we always say only. ha.
then i can test if their horoscope theory works.
besides, i gain from it too if it really works and i slim down. =D
hahahahahahhahah!!
ok. i'm supposed to be sleeping since its almost 2 and i got to work tml. but instead here i am talking nonsense.
oh well.
ha.
random.
gay. just gay.
i cant imagine how i used to feel before.
but now. i know. that i was right.
even though sometimes that feeling is still there. and the right or wrong thoughts came up. the what ifs. everything.
we can be a little crazy sometimes.
Tsk.
but that's life.
yep. and i just began mine... ...
12:56 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
my computer probably dislikes me.
humph.
my dad, sister, brother on the computer,
nothing goes wrong, can on and play as per normal.
but when i do so?
it decides to play tricks on me.
it went on strike.
-_-
example, one hour before, my dad/ sister had the computer on, playing games.
one hour later i on the computer.
it just wouldn't work. next day, they on again. no problem at all.
but when i do so, same thing.
ARGH.
irrating :S
finally today i can on.
zzz.
oh well. so here's what i have been doing for this long weekend.
SPRING CLEANING.
yes. my room is finally looking like a room other than the first day of CNY.
heh.
Reason being, i'm "allergic to dust" , so thus therefore a need to clean up my room totally.
Oh. Aint i hardworking. i cleaned from TOP to BOTTOM.
from window grills to wall to cupboards to floor. every single corner.
HARDWORKING EH.
yup.
teehee.
but my room is extremely clean and neat now though i must say.
whahaha. before,
i hate the torture of migraine.
*pouts
=in the process of transferring photos into com=
maybe..just maybe i might upload some photos of my bday. but most of the photos aren't sent to me yet. so that have to wait. heh.
for now, i think its more important to save copies of my files and photos, just in case.
Tsk.
anyways, check out the video. Have some laughter.
=D
(make sure u on loud enough to hear it.)
teehee.
(part1)
(part2)
(part3)
11:02 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
WOOHOO!
my computer is now officially no longer on STRIKE!
I have such a computer genius brother. heh.
was on MC yesterday. did wished i took 2 days instead. hahas.
today was such a chore for me to last the day. oh well. sick, migraine AGAIN ( which the pattern now, it comes every 3 to 4 months for a few days to torture me. )
just started work not long, not that nice to take too many off days ba.
oh well, can't wait for tml be over and done with, LAST DAY OF THE WEEK!
hurray.!!i can sleep in on Friday. it is definitely a good Friday indeed.
i am "allergic" to the office. dust probably, seems like it had something to do with what i had when i was younger, asthma cough.
great. it seems that i only found out just that i'm "allergic to dust" only when i'm 21. when all the while to me i seem to be fine in most stuff and not to have any allergies or really bad medical condition.
Tsk.
i hope doctor's "allergy" medication can help. if not, I'm "sick" at work.
*shrugs*
and i need to find a permanent cure for my migraines. i hope. it sure can drive me nuts. ah sheeshhh.
*pouts*
i had a total of 5 extra strong panadols, but it didn't really work. *shrugs
it is such a torture.
till then.
11:37 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
so here i am again.
BlaaaHHHh.
LALAlalalalalLALALla
i finished my work today.
i am such an efficient worker.
=)
a one fingered one. HUR.
ok. so here's what i'm doing basically.
i'm staring at the screen.
listening to music.
stoning.
msn-ing.
and last but not least.
SNEEZING my NOSE off.
tsk.
i am probably "allergic" to this office.
ha.
everytime i come in here.
i technically have "flu"
i sneeze like an "old man" as huda said..
if she heard me now.
i wonder what she'll say.
heh heh.
but the moment i'm out of the office, be it lunch time or off work or toilet break,
my nose would be fine.
no more "flu".
-_- TsK.
my sneezes have become such a prominent sound in the office.
HuR.
my colleague said i prolly infected "computer viruses" maybe.
ha.
is there a way i can leave my nose at home?
4:40 PM
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to me!
ok. a bit late. but oh well . hahah
i'm 21!!!
yes. old.
auntie. cos i'm 21 .as huda said. and would be old man if i sneeze.
Hahahhaha!
nvm. this year government give $$ i can take. wahhaha
-_-
will update bout what happened on birthday day itself. that should me more then enough for me to blog about since there's too much to blog
ONLY
when my computer at home decided to come back to work. it had, unfortunately, decided to take off
TSK.
i had a great birthday present for myself.
a very very "nice" one amazingly.
tsk.
and huda's GLad about it.
thats it for now lovers. =)
2:55 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
working is soo reminds me of SIP/MP period. cept that this time round, i get paid to do it. heh.
its amazing how i can wake up on time kinda. when i seem to be late for school almost all the time. Tsk.
the old school days. boy, it seemed just like yesterday i was still a secondary school kid. i suddenly miss everyone. many many.
cheers to all the friends i've made. i cant imagine how school days would be like if it weren't for them.
not to mention beloved friends from secondary school, all the crazy stuff we did and said. accidents that happened.all the nonsense we did to our teachers.
everyone of us needs Companionship and cheer,
that we need someone at certain points in our life.
when you're in trouble and need a helping hand or a listening ear,
that someone would be there.
someone kind To lend a helping hand.
Someone to gladly take the time To care and understand.
we all need someone To share our joy laughter and sorrow,
To be a source of courage When troubles come our way.
someone we can depend on to be there when we need them.
Someone to be true to us, not the first to run when they know you're in need of a helping hand.
Someone whose love we'll always Hold and treasure in our hearts.
that, would indeed be a true friend indeed.
a friend and a foe is separated only by A thin line.
friend or fiend.
a little something could make a big difference.
be it a helping hand, or a listening ear, it may be a small matter to the person offering that.
but for the friend receiving it.
the appreciation is indescribable.
this. i dedicate to my good friends.
"Portrait of a Friend"
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.
--Unknown
10:25 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
i am such a pig today. i slept from last night two plus i think till almost 5 today. OMG. i cant believe it! i was really tired ok. working is sooo much more tiring than school. oh boy. i'm missing school already.
so far work was good. i have really nice colleagues and i sure am making myself comfortable there. haha (*grins. for those who know how i made myself "comfortable" there. heh.)
so far so good. =)
so was up at 5 PM today. ZZZ
then i decided to clear some old stuff. and goodness me. i myself was amazed at the stuff i have, some of which are really antiques! will upload photos of em the next time round. =)
i just cant wait for payday to come. weet
and my last day of being twenty is drawing near.
oh boy oh boy. 21 here i come!
Tsk. i'm getting old already.
7:49 PM
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
here i am. In office. My first day of work. With nothing to do basically so far.
thank goodness for the computer. the internet. if not. i think i could have died from boredom. ok.that was a bit exaggerating.
its a Japanese company. it thus therefore, has some "Japanese traditions".
Like u know, we always see on tv, before the start of work, they have a morning assembly "exercising", etc. we have it here too somewhat in a way.just not exercising. Hur.
here. they do have a morning assembly.of a different sort. i would prefer to call it. the mini sharing session. teehee.
to elaborate on that, i shall first start by introducing the book of philosophy by its founder. the philosophy of success.( not the exact title though.)
i like some of these kind of books, some "philosophies" are really interesting to read. but for this book. i think there isn't much of a need to comment further. heh heh.
ok. maybe it isn't that interesting.but still some parts are interesting. heh. i contridict myself.
the relation of the book to the sharing session is that every morning, 9am, there will be assembly and a page of the book, a topic basically, will be played over the speakers. i admit i never register a single word of that during that moment. other words, i nv pay attention.cos i blur blur. Haha. then after which a person (taking turns) will stand out and share something.anything.
-_-
"fun" eh?
unique.
things i have been doing all morning.
1) flipping the book and pretending to be reading it. =)
2) SMS-ing away. ( till a colleague told me, u sms till veri happy ar?)
3) MSN-ing away. (thank god for the computer and the internet.)
4) Surfing the internet.
5) Gaming. yes. GAMING.
6) Stoning.
7) Blogging.
8) to be continued.
Teehees =)
oh. and i met everyone basically. From top to bottom. From the corporate planning to sales to finance and administration to the production side and the material, QA, warehouse side.
And ya, i'm the youngest here. ha.
ps.
and btw, huda. sorry about the Burger King session. Hur. we go someday. i promise. =)
and gale. town too. i promise. =)
and tee yan. yes, kenny rogers and some shopping. =)
and many others. yes. i promise to meet up with u guys. =)
back to gaming. or something.
till then. HEEh
*update.
after lunch there were technically some work for me to do. just a wee wee bit. to let me know and see certain stuffs that i need to do in near future.
oh boy. i would have to correspond with japs many many. so must talk slowly with some of them as their English not so good.
i might have overseas opportunities too. follow the managers overseas to meet clients.
*GriNs.
that i likeeee!
i think i have very very nice colleagues. and nice working environment too. heh.
its 5Pm now. nothing for me to do already so here i am. sleepy and all. Msn-ing and Sms-ing away again.
teehees =)
as i count down the minutes to 5.30pm.
Heh heh.
11:04 AM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
i've been out everyday since the last paper ended. heh.
strolled with gale, dinner-ed with sky, n was out with Tee Yan today.
accompanied her to shop for formal wear in town.the job she gotten, similarly to that of mine, requires her to wear formal. of which i don't. heh heh heh.
wee!
damm. i was soo tempted to shop can. soo many sales. shugs. no work = no much extra cash= on budget.
my goal. no more broke months. this will be the very last. i cant wait for my first pay check! heh.
and of course. it's girl's right to cam whore no matter what.
HUR.
so there isn't much to be said.
its a lovely breezy day.
the extremely satisfied shopper of the day. Hur.
Narcissism
Well. there's always time to snap shots in the changing room. heh.
ok. i like this dress.(hint hint. my birthday coming. nice nice prezzies hor. teehee.)
shopping is tiring. ha.
Darn. How dare she. humph.
What is wrong with this woman? lolx
the sia lan face.She is so pleased that she managed to "hit" me. HuR
What.
How dare u try "hit" me. humph.wait and see.
Revenge! Hur.
12:05 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
YAY-NESS
Hip Hip Hurray! EXAMS are over. So in other words, i'm a graduate! (un-official that is. heh)
i can now heave a big big sigh of relief.
astoundingly, i have no idea how i managed this 3 years. it came and is now gone in a flash.
net-infra paper was quite alrights. so was MCom surprisingly. Other then the fact that i made some pretty dumb mistakes for this round of exams. i got the right answer, but, i wrote in the wrong order. in the question order that is. not just one question. man, i feel like stabbing myself after i came out and realized it.
oh well. as if that wasn't bad enough, Digicom paper. GEEX.
mcom paper was on wednesday noon, and digicom paper on thursday morning. that means very very limited time to study that is.
this paper i heave the biggest sigh of relief ever. really.
i fell asleep after only having studied ONLY the beginning of a couple of chapters. and only woke up next morning at 6. whereas my paper was at 9.30am.
PANIC LEVEL UP. i was thinking, damm,that's it. there goes all my quite good grades for the quizzes, term tests and all.
making full use of the remaining time.; about an hour plus. i ONLY flipped through the past exams papers, term tests and quizzes. that was it.
upon reaching school, jie yin, elina and they others gave pointers to certain things.
TIME'S UP.
WHEWWW! the paper was manageable, relatively easy much to my relief.
the relief was indescribable. perhaps my A or B can still get.heh. but for certain questions, i must say i really went blank. as in those theory i studied the night before, and those points elina, jie yin mentioned. i couldn't recall not a single bit at all! LOL.
Well, that wasn't the worst mistake. i came out confidently told jie yin that blah blah marks were definitely mine. ONLY TO REALISE for one question which i SOOO SELF ASSURED that i would get all 20 marks, that my answer was different from hers.
WHY??
COS I WROTE 4*2=6 INSTEAD OF 8!!!!!
THAT IS THE MOST IRRATIONAL NONSENSICAL ANSWER.
i need some maths tuition perhaps.
DAMM.
lol
oh well. mistake made. the joy of exams over were so great that we forgot bout food. really.
only to reach home and realize that all we have is maggie mee.Hur.
Of which Jie Yin was even smarter. she opened the FREEZER to get an EGG.
-_-''
here's the logic of studying.
when you need to study = you will be tired and sleepy.
when you do not need to study( after all the papers), though you did not sleep and feel tired= you can't sleep.
HeH.
WOOHOOO! total freedom till Monday.
i start work officially on Tuesday.
time flies.
enough said. i do not know what is the purpose of this entry either. HUR.
k, bye.
11:33 PM