Monday, March 24, 2008
it seems as though my life is heading nowhere now.
shrugs.
yes, i graduated.
with non all so amazing results.
yes, i got a job.
one that at the moment its like a same routine everyday.
with some new stuff to learn and takeover as and when.
not that I'm complaining,
i do have nice colleagues and working environment (cept for the sneezing my nose off part),
just that it seems my life is so mundane now. boring.routine.
i think i must get a part time job soon. for my weekends.
basically, my weekends so far wasted.
i rotted them away. doing nothing. almost.
i miss school.
i do intend to study more.
so the planning begins now.
for financially and everything.
time to start saving.
always say, but its always so hard to do so sometimes with certain factors.
oh well.
time flew past.
exams over and i already started work for coming to a month soon.
ah sheesh.
but i cant wait for my pay check though.
its coming! woots.
i need to find something to entertain myself rather than tv i guess.
hur.
more meaningful and useful?
hahha.
maybe i should find a bf.
or maybe i should get a new hobby.
or maybe i should start getting fit and exercise regularly .ha.
or maybe i should check out my mom's extensive collection of recipe books and try cooking some of the recipes. =D
or maybe i should start back on my Chinese painting and calligraphy.
or maybe i should do those d.i.y stuffs. ( can be used for great meaningful presents. heh.)
there's this pro gramme i watched on tv. rather "interesting" i must say.
there's this one part that got me listening attentively. heh.
its about different horoscopes people and what makes that very motivated to lose weight.
HUR.
i cant remember all of em.
but i found mine rather amusing.
not the exact words i must say, cant really remember all. heh.
they say,
for people of my horoscope, (Pisces),
to make us pp to have the "determination" to lose weight,
they gave 2 "options"
1) is when someone criticizes us that we're "ugly" and needs to lose weight.
(something like tat. cant really remember what was the exact reason, but is similar to that. ha.)
2)when we Pisces pp have a "crush" on someone else.
apparently, it had me grinning like an idiot when they said it.
hmm. maybe i should start telling my friends to start telling me i should lose weight cos I'm "ugly" or something like that.
or that i should get a target to have a crush on.
so i can have motivation and determination to lose weight.
because most of the times, the losing weight part only lasts for a very short period. hahha. it applies to most pp i guess. cos we always say only. ha.
then i can test if their horoscope theory works.
besides, i gain from it too if it really works and i slim down. =D
hahahahahahhahah!!
ok. i'm supposed to be sleeping since its almost 2 and i got to work tml. but instead here i am talking nonsense.
oh well.
ha.
random.
gay. just gay.
i cant imagine how i used to feel before.
but now. i know. that i was right.
even though sometimes that feeling is still there. and the right or wrong thoughts came up. the what ifs. everything.
we can be a little crazy sometimes.
Tsk.
but that's life.
yep. and i just began mine... ...
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