Despair
She has a smile upon her face,
The widest of smiles, put in place.
Her eyes do shine, oh so bright,
But deep inside she's full of fright.
The happy face is for all to see,
But the fright inside She bears to me.
Suffering from inner pain,
Wondering if she'll feel loved again.
She's crying out for love...
Someone to share her affection.
She's feeling all alone right now...
Never crying out for attention.
She's holding out for hopes and dreams,
To search and find what life truly means.
With a heart like hers I just wish she knew,
That one day for sure she'll get what's due.
Now if you search into her mind,
There's a feeling there you’re sure to find.
It's a feeling of insecurity; she has to learn to lose,
She needs to let these feelings go,
As with them comes the blues.
She has to gain her confidence,
And again learn to trust.
For in this life it’s plain to see,
Those feelings are a must.
Then one day I am sure we'll see,
That happy smile that's meant to be,
And the brightness that shines from her eyes,
Will be from excitement and a mind that's wise.
A usual working weekend Saturday for me! Boy, do I get sick of this life sometimes! It’s like I have no life at all. Everything circles around school and work. Time management’s the key point here I guess. Still surviving well after two years of this type of life. How time had flown past. One moment I had just finished ‘o’ levels, the next I just entered poly, now, almost two years in poly and graduating in a year’s time. Although I seem to have an extremely packed schedule all the time, I don’t know how I actually managed to squeeze time out for friends, for movies, for outings. I’m amazed at myself sometimes I dare say.
As I have not quit the other job yet, so I have two jobs in hand now. Good thing I wasn’t schedule to work at airport today. If not, I’m sure going to concuss once my head reach the pillow when I get home after work! As it’s a Saturday, I’m quite sure there’s going to be hordes of people. Sometimes I do wonder where the people come from anyway, it’s like it’s crowed everywhere!
Great! I had to get myself somewhat lost the first day I’m starting work at Ikea. That’s how blur I am, I’m horrible at directions, wonder how I’ll get around in
Suppose to start work at five, but not knowing exactly where to report to took up some time. Ask here and there, called my supervisor. All I was doing was walking back and forth, being directed here and there. Luckily, saw a couple of the new friends I’ve made at the briefing the other day. So I just followed them as I knew not the way since it was my first day being there.
It was not the official opening yet, but today it was opened just for Ikea’s members. Luckily I was attached to another cashier together, if not, I sure would have panic. Having forgotten some of the stuff that I was taught at training at Alexander which was like awhile ago.
Gosh! I definitely love this! First, it’s much easier a job compared to the airport job I have. All I got to do is collect payment. Second, it’s more like I’m having fun than working. It doesn’t seem as though I’m working. More like I’m going there to play and get paid for it! This should be the way, isn’t it? You’re supposed to enjoy your job, not dread it. As it was only opened for members, there weren’t that much people. I suppose on the official opening day for public, there will be hordes of people flooding in!
I definitely like this Ikea “family”. At the end of the day, everyone was thanked for a great job done. An English company sure was different from a “Chinese” one, for I never experienced this type of gratitude at the Crystal Jade Company, under