Nothing much for today. Got back ORGCOM minutes writing paper. Got 3.7 out of 5. Kind of disappointed with myself. Made some mistakes here and there, some of which I know I shouldn’t have made it. Some of my friends got 4 out of 5.That sort of made me disappointed with myself for I know I could have done even better. Never mind, I’ll just have to do better during term tests and not make the same kind of mistakes.
Got to go work at Ikea today, from six to eleven. Didn’t feel like working, but have no choice, already agreed. It isn’t that nice to back up last minute and messed up their planning. Headaches coming on and off. It’s been like that for goodness knows how many days. Not enough sleep I guess that’s the cause?
Tired out. Gosh, I’m like really worn out. Sometimes I just feel like lying somewhere peaceful and do nothing. Yes…I wish...in my dreams only I guess. Ha-ha.
Finally, the last of my journal entries. I think it’s not as creative as the ones Miss Law mentioned. Did thought of changing style, but then again, I think I wouldn’t do really well trying something really different. Although it’s good to try something new and learn new things, I guess I still decided to stick what I’m more comfortable with. It’s more me, rather than trying something I’m not. Something like that? Ha-ha.
Randomness. It’s like me now. Random thoughts, living a random life, not sure where’s its heading now. So I guess I think it’s the best way to write journals isn’t it? It’s more you and your thoughts and stuff. Randomness is what I chose; random thoughts and stuff will be the way I write it. Perhaps because my life’s really random now, that circles around school and work. Sometimes, it’s like I don’t have a life, always about school and work. Finally! It’s completed! Ha-ha.
Creative writing although sure took up a lot of time I think, but then again, if I didn’t take it back up again. I would have started on my first love again. Books. I haven’t been reading books since I do not know when. With Dracula excerpt that was given, I started getting hooked to books again. How? I’m not sure either. Off we went to the library that day after class, and books back on my hands. For now, I’m hooked on Linda Howard’s books. Golly, I sure have not read for ages. Nor have I written much since ‘o’ levels. Guess I should say, luckily I took back this CDS when I decided to drop it then. Ha-ha. Till then…so long! J
Why must we see through blurry vision
Our own worth on which we don't make our own decision
We instead listen to this world's painful lies
Can you not hear the wounded cries
This world is in great pain
Because so many choose to play the popularity and acceptance game
Why can we not look to the light within
Why can't we see it's through ourselves, not the thoughts of others, that we win
The prize is a life of your own
Not one given to you on loan
We need to see our own worth
Our inner-wealth is tremendous in it's girth
I have chosen to no longer listen to that ancient lie
It's only their pain's alibi
Only because at one time they listened to the very same lie
But now my loose ends are tied
I will now press on
Into the new day's dawn
NEVER LOOKING BACK !!!
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